To Be

Rotting memories

As I watch them slowly turn to dust

Trying to believe in me

Was always a struggle in itself

I lost something important

But I can’t say I recall

The time or the place

But all I know is I buried it

With my identity

I’m not the way I seem

Who is really who?

I’ve played this song too many time

And my sense of self

Is slowly failing me

Because I given up on me

I suddenly feel the need

The need to be….