Crossing with myself, I see pleasure in you I see all that I know, all is supposed to be true

In everything I write I thought I really knew…me
I thought it was what you wanted to see

I change myself for no one
I bleed with my mistakes secretly, than I am gone
I don’t know who you really are,
Crying, scraping on what I’ve learned from this far

I hear melodies, they string with ease
The don’t hurt my silent life, they know how to appease
I love who I am, but dream for a siren’s heart
The one who holds me even in my empty spacious dark

Continuing I know not what I didn’t know before
All that is left for me to feed from, pierces strong within my core
She breathes, she’s right here
But I find myself, being someone else, what does she care?

I abuse my people, they stand no chance
I believe in life for oneself, but… too strained, just seeing her dance

For me, everything is as it should be What am I missing, oh, the answer will only speak
When its changing what I know for me