It’s only me I see, it’s the pain that is me

Breathing…

Trying to go but not succeeding

Crawling…

Fighting for a chance to open my eyes

Seeing…

Just one more night he’s running

Wishing…

Gaping for the night to live on in the calling

Waiting…

Bating myself for being so stupid in the moment

Dying…

Lies to keep me from moving

Living…

Hardest part of my name

Crying…

Treading along for the game

Sighing…

Knowing love, seeing it for what it is… clearly