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Fear of something that never existed,
within the life of my own…
Afraid of living the utmost truth,
by hiding my feelings unknown…
Inside it stores, my scared and lost thoughts,
away in my little locked box…
Never to be opened and shared with the world,
my secrets and unforgivable thoughts…
Always waiting for a moment in time,
to share my insides with you…
Coming face to face my chances are there,
to tell you it all but never following through…
Never knowing the real truth how,
people can possibly fall victim to this…
Over and over, it is a remorseful cycle,
to which everyone plays hit run and miss…
There are the luckier few, rare on all occasions,
who are destined to be bound by fate…
The missing piece to the puzzle, the yin to the yang,
the myth has called them soul mates…
Patience still grows so deep within me,
waiting to hear what I need…
My life is a game to which you always played,
but never won my growing seed…
Hearing my want at every wrong time,
knowing this comes to an end…
I know that its true, your feelings for me,
but you could never even comprehend…
Just tell me the reason, just tell me the how,
your secrets can never unfold…
They’re locked up inside, just like I was,
away in the darkness and cold…
I told you my truths, I told you my lies,
in which everyone else was blinded from…
I told you my secrets, I told to my thoughts,
but still so carelessly singing my wordless hum…
There was one thing I kept, one thing I hid,
the most truthful thought I hid from you…
One simple word, within one simple phrase,
to tell you that I love you.

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© Cotie Guzman March 10, 2006