Friday, September 1, 2006

9:06 AM

Wearing:

-White halter top

-Blue jeans

-Same old shoes

I am, at the moment, sitting in Chemistry. I am extremely bored, and I just want to sleep. I’m almost seven months pregnant, and I really feel fat. I can’t believe I thought that I was fat last month! Look at me now!

I’m starting to get stretch marks! cry And I’m feeling painless contractions that my doctor told me that I might feel. GR!

I found out that I’m a Soprano again in Choir. Brooke is too, so we’re always sitting together. Our first performance is next Saturday, and some girls are trying out for a solo. I’m one of them, and we’ll find out on Monday who gets it.

Monday, September 4, 2006

4:06 PM

Wearing:

-Red sweater with white, collared shirt underneath

-Dark blue jeans

I just barely got home from school, and I’m tired. Our choir teacher, Miss Louis couldn’t decide who should get the solo, so she made it a duet between Brooke and me. She said our voices blend the best, but I get a feeling that it’s just because we’re both pregnant. Don’t ask me why.

I am now sitting on my bed (which is a day bed, by the way. According to my father, it used to be his sister’s bed.) and jamming out to Britney Spears’ second album, “Oops! I Did it Again!”

I’m so tired. I have a bunch of homework, but I really don’t want to go do it. I have to do this big report on the Revolutionary War, I have to write a short story, I have to do a bunch of work out of the book for Calculus, I have to do another report for Chemistry, I have to write one for Child Development, I have bookwork for Danish, and I have to go around and take five good pictures for Photography. I’m going to be up all night!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

8:19 PM

Wearing:

-Pajamas

I am SO worn out. Homework is being piled on me everyday, I missed a day of school because of my monthly appointment on the 14th, so on the 15th, my homework was doubled.

Laurel is doing fine, so am I. Whoopee. I feel so big and ugly. Please kill me. I can’t WAIT until this baby is out of me so I can have my body back!

Monday, September 18, 2006

5:15 PM

Wearing:

-Black, long-sleeved shirt

-Black jeans

Just about two months left. I must remember that. It’s all that’s keeping me from going crazy. I’m sick of all this homework, the pain in my ribs, sharing my body, I just want it to end!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

6:27 PM

Wearing:

-White shirt

-Blue jeans

I got a letter from the prison where my mom is. She committed suicide last week. Apparently, she was somehow stashing a knife, and she slit her own throat. I guess she didn’t want to wait until December to die.