T o Love is To Die

By: SilverIsamu

Burning tears

Endless years

I’ve wasted because you were gone.

I miss you

You’re my all

My all to love

I remember

That night when you left this world

Was it my fault?

Yes it was

I close my eyes

And all I see is your fallen body before me

I should’ve been there

And done all I could

To keep you alive

I loved you

But apparently not enough to save your life

I shiver as I place

The ice cold blade to my heart

My heart that once lived

Baby, where I’m going

Will I see you there?

I listen closely

To every beat in my heart

Trying to predict

What this knife will feel like

Draining the lost love from my heart

Then taking my last few breaths

Thinking of only you

My love

I clench my eyes shut

Even more

Wishing you were here to stop me

From doing this

I feel a hand on mine

After a few seconds

I open my eyes

And see your smiling face

Have you stopped me?

Or did I…

I hear the intoxicating voice say

“It’s all right. I’m here. You’re with me know.”

I smile and say

“You came back?”

You look confused and say

“No baby, you came to live with me. Forever.”

All I can do is smile.

You’re gone.

And in a matter of seconds,

I was in your arms again.

Is death really that close?