My River of Blood

These walls stained with blood

Upon my soul is the scar

The one that bled

Coughing blood, from the secrets I held within

Secrets of my darkest sin

I raised the sword against myself

For the hate inside I felt

For myself I loathe

In my river of blood

I drown

River of sorrow and hate

Wounded heart when it you ate

You walked away

Never stopped to wipe the tears

Never bothered to fight away my fears

Never held my hand

Or pulled me out of the suffocating sand

In my river of blood

I drown

I reach out and scream

But no one can hear me

Suffocating with no air to breathe

This was meant to be

To suffer and die by thee