I don't FEEL gay.

Gay.
First thing that comes to mind:
Insult.
Fighting word.
Sick cousins.
Freaks.

I don't FEEL gay.
Second thing:
Pride.
Rainbows.
Parades.
Police on stand by.
Fighting words.

I don't FEEL gay.
I feel like me.

I see a girl I eye in the street.
But I don't FEEL gay.
I feel like me.
I feel free this way.

But what does it mean to BE gay?

Can anybody hear me?
Am I queer enough to be cool yet?
I just don't FEEL gay.
What the hell...does that insult MEAN anyway?