This pain I'm feeling now…

Runs through me…

I don't want to lose you all….

You're all I have…

Everything that I feel for…

Everything that I live for…

Everything that has made me…

Why now?!

Why in the time that I most needed you all…

Why in the time I have grown so close to you all…

I feel my heart break…

My heart aches for all I have tried to make of us…

I wanted it to work out so bad…

And I knew our time was running out…

But I didn't do anything about it…

Because I wanted to believe that we could still be together…

But I was wrong….

I'm always wrong…

My life is wrong…

Everything I thought I was living for was wrong…

Why am I always wrong??

Why can't I just be right this once…

Just so I can keep you all…

Just so I won't have to suffer alone…

Not again…

I can't take this torment that has been put upon me…

I want to be free…

Free to love all my friends…

Free to know that we're all safe…

What I would do…

Just to let you all know that I'm not wrong…

Just this once…

Sometimes I would sit alone in my room,

Looking up at the stars through my window,

contemplating on all the time I used to spend alone…

Before I found you,

Before I found all my friends…

I Would feel tears,

Tears beginning to slide silently down my face…

My throat would close up,

And I would hold my aching heart…

The pain I felt was ripping me apart inside…

But then I would remember…

I have friends now,

Why feel sad and cry like this when I have you??

Now…I know that pain that I used to feel…

It will return to me,

And it will show me no more mercy

Then anytime I have felt it before…

I will suffer on my own again,

Just like I used to…

And nothing can take that fact away…

So I beg you,

Stay by my side…

Never leave me…you're all that I have…

Don't do this to me…

Don't cause me anymore pain then I have already felt…

Anymore pain that I have already lived…

Onegaishimasu…watashi no otomodachi…