I just can’t stand it anymore
Wherever I go, wherever I turn
A sudden force throws me to the floor
A wall between me and what I yearn

And the scornful gazes from them
Laughing at me, accusing me
For not submitting to the indifference of the crowd
For being too disgraceful for them to see

The thin glass I put between you and I
My last feeble sign of defiance
To keep my soul from all your lies
Slowly cracking under the weight

Are you right, and am I wrong?
The answers are so unclear
I just don’t want to lose myself
Just can’t value what you hold so dear

Is it a sin to stay as I am?

I close my eyes, as it all shatters
Broken glass cutting through my skin
Just hearing faint clatters
Of the last pieces I had of me

Merciless hands grabbing at me
Turning me into a porcelain doll
No more will I be
When my eyes open again

So delicate, so perfect
I can’t and don’t want to be you
But as my last defense is torn down
The know you tie me with, I can’t undo

All my bitterness held inside
But I cannot move at own will
Cannot free myself, though I tried
Bloodying my wrist in vain

My innermost emotions gnawing at me
Slowly but surely killing my empty soul
I look to the heavens , desperately
But there is no sign of salvation

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