To me you were the priority,

Someone lacking frivolity,

The thought never crossed my mind,

That you would betray me.

I’m re-evaluating my value,

From the narcissistic point of view.

And now the pretty portrait,

Has faded in accordance to you.

And I know,

It’s not worth it.

To get worked up,

And forgive it.

You build me up,

And tear me down.

You build me up,

Then tear me down,

You build me up,

And then you tear me down.

God, why have you forsaken me?

And by God, I mean you, and your animosity,

So don’t twist my words again,

To make things okay.

Tears so fierce they pierce my skin,

And the sadness suddenly seeps in,

So what else, what else,

Would you like me to say?

We used to laugh, we used to cry,

The good qualities I’d exemplify.

But I was so wrong,

In raising you up so high.

I’m re-considering my consideration,

Of this screwed up situation.

It only takes a few months,

Until the end of elation.

And I know,

It’s not worth it.

To get worked up,

And forgive it.

You build me up,

And tear me down.

You build me up,

Then tear me down,

You build me up,

And then you tear me down.

God, why have you forsaken me?

And by God, I mean you, and your animosity,

So don’t twist my words again,

To make things okay.

Tears so fierce they pierce my skin,

And the sadness suddenly seeps in,

So what else, what else,

Would you like me to say?

Say goodbye,

To the old perspective.

And welcome,

A new objective.

I’ll tear you down,

With my guilty tries.

And maybe you’ll drown,

In your own lies.