The smile I’ve been faking

Has finally lost its gleam

All the things I’ve been hiding

God I just wanna scream

You wouldn’t even notice

If I disappeared or died

And I don’t want to even think about

All the times you’ve lied

And I’ve stopped myself before

But I don’t think it will work this time

God it hurts so much

I can’t take it anymore

Maybe I should just take your advice

Just go of and kill myself

Because this hearts a device

That just won’t work anymore