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Sorry, but I just can’t:
Chapter 1: Remembrance is a pain
I couldn’t believe that it had been so long since I had last seen her. During that time she was just a little six year old girlfriend of mine, black hair, dark blue eyes, not too much weight on her, nor was she tall; yet I had still loved her in mind, body, and spirit. I gave her the devotion that she needed. Yet the first time that we had separated, she was going to stay with her grandmother for the rest of the summer break. The second time, however, was the hardest on me. She had changed a little bit, but not much; she still had the same hair color and eye color, but she was no longer the six year old girl that I had first laid eyes on. She was now nine, ten, or eleven years old, gained a small amount of weight and height; yet for some strange reason these small changes made me want her more. She had came up behind me and wrapped her arms around my neck while I was playing a video game with my other friends; for some strange reason the most hurtful words came out my mouth, before I had a chance to stop them. Those words, those hurtful words, were “Leave me alone, can’t you see that I playing a game, which I’m losing at, with my friends.”
As soon as they came out, I immediately turned around to say that I was sorry about what I had said, but she was gone. I heard her crying tears fall down her sad-felt and heart-broken face. This had all taken place on Valentine’s Day. After that, we never saw each other again. The rumors were that she had killed herself the next day, that she had started dating another loser that only loved her for what she was giving to him; the last one was that she had moved away from North Carolina, because she didn’t want to be in the same state where her heart broke in two pieces.
A/N: okay here is a brand new story that i'm starting to write. For the fans of AUO, i'm starting to write chapter two. So it might be a while before i can get it up.