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Credit to Wicked-Defying Gravity
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy too
I hope you're proud how you
Would tear my heart to pieces
To feed your own egotistical pleasures
I could still be with her
I could have everything
that I worked and labored for
a fine love
a fine life
and happiness
but
But I don't want it
NO
I can't want it
anymore...
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap
I tried defying gravity
and I fell on my face.
I tried to forget
the pain in my heart
but it just keeps coming back
like a recurring nightmare
And You're the star.
Can't I make you understand, I'm having delusions of grandeur...?
I'm through accepting limits
'Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'till I try, I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love - I guess I have lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
I'd sooner buy
the last parts of my life
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
As I am pulled down
into the swamp bog of my life.
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky
As someone told me lately -
Ev'ryone deserves the chance to fly
And if I'm flying solo
Then it confirms to be
the worst fears that I'd believed
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me -
Tell them how I failed
At defying gravity!
Thought I'd be flying high
Defying gravity!
Instead, I'm flat on my face
Alone
bitter
and rocking along
A failure of love.