Nothing goes my way.

Nothing goes my way,

I don’t want to stay here,

Nothing seems to want to stay

With me, as if I’m a burden in this life,

This life that’s full of strife,

Everyday and every night there’s

Something else to wonder about,

I just feel like I want to shout.

Nothing goes my way,

It’s true,

But what do I do.

Help is given for those who ask,

How come they haven’t come for me.

As if I should just do my task,

Alone so I could see?

See what?

A memory shared that shape and molds me into a better person?

Unlikely

For I have nothing more than a women who does not love me.

Nothing goes my way,

As if but a dream were to claim my life

From this strife.

I just want to use my knife

To take away these burdens,

But still I hang on with my last grip,

Trying not to have my hand slip.

For just a brief moment I thought I would,

It felt right,

The blade was within my sight.

It felt so welcoming and promising,

Still I shall stay,

In my dark playground.

Nothing goes my way,

Every love I’ve had

Has been a loss:

Of my pride and even of myself.

They took away my money,

They took away that gold,

Every thing I had,

Was everything that they sold.

She took away even me,

My dignity.

I sold her my heart,

I gave her a part of me.

My life is done,

No fool that I can overcome

I will live with myself until my end.

Unless someone I shall find really loves me,

For who I am,

She’ll make my free.

She will be beautiful,

At least in my eyes,

Her eyes will sparkle with love and health.

Her love will overcome anything that defies,

Within myself.