It’s hard to contain myself…..

It’s hard to watch you from afar with someone else

It’s hard to have so much I need you to tell me

It’s hard to admit that your very essence consumes me

Chorus:

It’s crazy that I need to learn self control

But, is it really that terrible that I long to hold you?

I can’t help it that you were the one I began to fall in love with

It’s painful to know that even though I may love you, you don’t want me

You could tell me that you hate me

But your attitude never changes

You tell you want me

But you’re just playing games

You could be right there standing next to me

And I’d still be alone

Chorus:

It’s crazy that I need to learn self control

But, is really that terrible that I long to hold you
I can’t help it that you were the one I began to fall in love with

It’s painful to know that even though I may love you, you don’t want me

Inside I’m dying

To tell you how I feel, that’s right I’m fucking screaming

And my heart it’s fucking crying

And I always end up hoping that I’m dreaming

And I’ll wake in your arms tomorrow evening

So if that’s all it takes….

I just want to wake up

So would you please be the one to wake me up?

Chorus:

It’s crazy that I need to learn self control

But, is really that terrible that I long to hold you
I can’t help it that you were the one I began to fall in love with

It’s painful to know that even though I may love you, you don’t want me