Two sides of a suicidal case

A/n- this poem came to me when I was feeling darn depressed, but not THAT depressed, as to… you know. (Shrugs) Anyway, I hope you enjoy it, and understand the feelings and emotions portrayed in this poem.

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I’m useless I pathetic I’m a loser

I bring nothing but problems to my family

I’ve been giving her problems for ages

She’s starting to lose their sanity

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There’s something wrong with Saki

But I cannot point it out

Its like she wants to edge away

But yet she wants to shout.

She’s bottling her feelings inside

I think it’s because of me

I never talk to her

The type of parent I can never be

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Mother’s always worried

Its bills and bills galore

There are bills all over her table

Bills litter the floor

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So if I was dead I’ll free her

Her burdens of me would be scattered

Like little petals of flowers

But to her my life never mattered.

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I’m guilty of abandoning Saki-chan

She’s been locked out of my heart

More times that I have counted

I feel like she’s been cut.

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I want to end my life

The razors shiny and gleaming

I’ve locked the bathroom door

My eyes are red and streaming

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Saki’s been in there for hours.

Is she trying to avoid her me?

I’m starting to worry for her

“ SAKI-CHAN… DO COME OUT QUICKLY!!”

“ SAKI-CHAN?!”

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As the woman tries to open the door

She starts to curse as it’s locked

Fumbling for the key in her pocket

She hears something hard drop

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Bursting into the bathroom

She gives a cry of shock

For in front of her lay her daughter

Dead and cold

Like a rock

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She’s bleeding and bleeding and bleeding

Red silk runs from her neck

Her face is filled with pain

But it is worth it for Mother’s sake.

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Why did she kill herself?

Did she think that it could help?

My daughter is dead, darn it!

My heart is starting to melt.

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It is because of me

She thinks it will relieve my pain

But she was so wrong

So wrong

Now I’m turning insane

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Two sides of a suicidal case

Who do you think was at fault?

Who do you think made the problem grow?

Was it the Mother

Or daughter

No one will ever know.

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A/n- That was kind of intense… but I really enjoyed planning it out. Two sides of a suicidal case… who do you think was in the wrong?