I feel your eyes as I walk by.

I can't ignore this no more.

It has to stop.

Here and now.

I can't go on with this guilt.

Its like a weight resting on my shoulders.

I carry it will me everywhere I go.

I can't say no to the stares any more.

This has to stop.

It ends tonight.

If so by a fight.

It WILL end tonight.

For I can take no more.

God give me the will to go though with this now.

Heavens knows I can't take it any more.

And so I pray.

God forgive me.

Forgive my sins.

Let me make amends

I can’t go back.

I can’t undo what I have done.

All I can do is pray it all goes ok.

God forgive me.