I've saved the
best for last.
A bottle later and I can't think straight.
have time go in reverse
and wash away the tears that allows the
pain to stay.
It's going to my head and my heart doesn't
as I bring you words of forgotten glory.
It's one of a
I dare someone to disturb me in a disturbing state of
when the tears are swallowed besides the fear
sorrows are cleared from the back of my head
as I crawl into the
shadows, left for dead.
I could beg and I could plead
give up if not at all for the company that never falters or leaves me
here to bleed.
Tough times and tougher rhymes to let me stay
as I ask for permission of what I could need.
out of my sight but follow the pills on the ground.
The trail will
lead you to me.
Hide me in a corner and don't stay close to
Death may be contagious and I don't wanna hurt anybody
I never asked to kill and I never let me go to a heaven
no one ever knows.
No place to go but up
when hell is so close
and yet so far.
So I'll pick up my heart and pick this
and I'll pretend that I'm strumming to the beat of a
that binds us all together and lets us fall
And I'll be another tune and I'll sell away my soul
be noticed and forgotten until reality strikes again.
I'll be the corner for another "you" to lie,
in a bruised
and beaten attitude that rips us all to shreds.
I could be proud
but I think I'm just lonely,
forgotten as long as I'm so close
Wherever I am and wherever I may be,
in the back of your mind to haunt you and hurt you
like I never
wanted to do.
And the page runs short and the pen is dying
the hand that holds it
acts in superficial smiles to keep me
until I can forget again.