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Author: naughtgreen
Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Reviews: 1 - Published: 04-10-06 - Updated: 04-10-06 - id:2150602

If it makes you feel any better I don’t care anymore
It probably hasn’t been weighing on your heart anyway
I thought it was something I had to worry about
Regret isn’t the worst thing in the world anyway
For a long time I was afraid of feeling bad about myself
Maybe I needed your blessing to move on
But I had to fix this
Digging up old corpses was supposed to make everything better
The bodies have so long decayed that there is no rejuvenation
I tried everything but being direct
I’ll learn how to get over you without your help
As long as you still hate me…it doesn’t matter
When I look at you, I remember all the good times
I’m so lonely I thought it meant something
You’re usually close enough that I could probably touch you if I tried
My hand would fall off if I tried
I resolve to look at you as though you were no one in particular
I will have confidence that you are unimportant to me
Nothing you do means anything
I don’t care
I can live with myself
I don’t need you to forgive me
If you’ve been thinking about me, that’s your concern
At least I’ll get a little bit of liberation
Tear up every picture that you have of me
I would do the same if I ever had one of you
It doesn’t hurt anymore
I’m alive, I’m independent, I have no worries

I am free
I am free
Why don’t I feel free?



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