I think I screwed this up from the beginning,
We used to stay up talking because neither said goodbye.
Now sometimes I just have to get away.
I could hardly control myself, but curse hesitation,
Now I feel like I can hardly speak or move.
And somehow that is getting in the way.
Is this anticipatory demise?
Is this jumping the shark? Well I wish I could jump right in.
I think I'd rather go that way anyway.

The words I used to use to describe her,
They're all still there, but I just can't understand,
The other words that are flooding in today.
I want everything to be perfect and it can't,
And I'm okay with that, I know we can't have everything,
I'm okay with it, but really it's not okay.
Is this hello to a new beginning?
Or goodbye and hello to the ending?
Or do we even have chance to save the day?

Now our time together, it's not is it way too much?
Or is it just strained by all the hell we're going through?
I really want you to know that I really want to kiss you.
Now. Is it not enough?
Or is it way too much?
Or is it just strained by all the things we're going through?
I really want you to know that I really want to kiss you.
Now.

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