Who am I?

The tears flow,

And the pain intensifies,

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But who am I to judge?

Who am I to care?

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How the pain is eating into my flesh,

My heart,

Causing the searing pain to run through every part of me

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I just wish,

I could cry,

Cry and scream out loud.

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But who am I to judge,

And who am I to care?

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Whether the blood is tainting my soul,

Or the dreams,

Will kill my soul...

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I guess I will sit down now,

And cry, and dream,

And smile

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But who am I to judge,

Whether... I am allowed to smile or not?