Author: S0ulSearching PM
Wrote this because I'm sick of trying so hard to make you happy. R&R me, I'll R&R you.Rated: Fiction T - English - Drama/Angst - Words: 325 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 04-13-06 - id: 2152559
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A/N: hmm. this one just kind of came out...so I felt like posting it. Nothing special, but R&R me, I'll R&R you keep writing, loves.
You are always yelling at me
Breaking my heart constantly
Because you want me to do
Things you never did
Even though I don't want to...
Because you insist
And I try to make you happy
Because I don't want you to leave
You always seem so angry with me...
And I try to make an effort
I try to keep you involved
You say it's too late and I should've called...
But really you don't care to be involved at all
You could've called me too, Dad
And I swear I would've picked up the phone
You say I never seem to remember
But you forget about me twice as much
And why don't I tell you anything
When I go out of my way to tell you everything...
I'm holding on at an age when most are trying to let go
Because I'm afraid you won't come back
Everyone asks why I can't tell you how I feel
And it's because I know you'll tell me to deal
And it gets you upset to see me upset
But I wouldn't get annoyed if you meant what you said
I have to work and I'm sorry and Remember to do this for me...
I don't know how much harder I'll work to try and make you happy...
I tell you you're forgiven and I tell you I'll forget
But all the lies you've told are always in my head
And if you can't turn to me then who else can you turn to?
But it's been quite a while since I've turned to you...