a/n: borrows from alice's adventures in wonderland, through the looking glass, the matrix, and webster's dictionary. otherwise, i have no idea where it came from..

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wonderland

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eightyfour trespasses through nirvana, but she still can’t
figure out if fate tastes like sugar-lemon-tea (or all). DRINK ME: (there

are too many things.) alice
who was lost in a dream, fell down the rabbit hole and kept on going (and eventually
everything is related to the mad hatter because he doesn’t care, in a temperamental way;

EIGHTYFIFTH. follower: Noun a servant
a subordinate, one that imitates or copies another one that leaves himself in the

corner to collect dust: blue/red pills (purple VARIETY: InBetween dreams
was-dreaming is-ignorance, punctuated ignorance, punctuated

bliss (like a fucking ballon.)
through the rabbit hole, want to (continue or) not-Pick,pick,(dontpick-Pick
(dontchoose,justreact-

the taste of a blackout, powder-substance
and plastic, tell us what happened

if you care to remember. EIGHTYSIXTH. (to be read as to a child

She Ran Out of Words and Had to Borrow the Mouths of Tweedledumb and Tweedledim (twins)
(or the Jabberwocky (but then Who’s the Hero?-

full of ideas and still doesn’t know what they are, treated to Plays on nonsense and
a floating smile (all nails on wood, god-damned cat. god-damned grin. don’t
laugh at me. her.

EIGHTYSEVENTH. cruelty is her theme this time, a carosel round’n’round til she’s dizzy,
lady is she dizzy. turnin’n’turnin in a funhouse of mirrors (all for trying to find the original;
another term is

“existing”: don’t need things, never need things: This Time Around I Don’t Know
If the red Knight (Night) will make it maybe he’s too Dead-dead to come back; maybe

not needing things is a blessing.

EIGHTYEIGHTH.
, a girl on a bank, waiting for the late white rabbit to show up, for her life to start (maybe
she never gets up, hope);

girl’s fucking Addicted to destiny: fate is tea (lemonsugar,sugarlemon a bit crooked and sweet but
destiny doesn’t exist for the purposes of this exercise; FIRST.

let me have a few puffs of that, caterpillar let me be a little less than i am
tell me neo how was it to break out and still
be caught in a scripted

watch-me(-watch-you)? do tell me, LIE.
SECOND. and again
plug me in and drown me out, program everything inside and outside and until i

drown in the starter NOTHING program: it’s all a big joke to you isn’t it
(no; so then is the cat lying this time around?: Shut up and stop smiling, Please

THIRD. and on etcetera (spoiler:
in the end, he dies.)