Hunched in
a corner, bedraggled and drenched in the sorrow of his own misery.
The world passes him by, but he doesn’t realise as he sits. Every
heartbeat, another wasted moment. Though his eyes are closed, in
defence against the pain of the thousand splinters that once used to
be his heart, he sees everything in perfect clarity. He sees people,
not as people, but as what lies beneath the skin. He sees everything
in a way that causes every second to inflict more pain on his already
battered frame. His corner, dark, unwelcoming, and yet there is a
pool of light, so brilliant in its radiance, just beyond his reach.
No matter how he reaches out, trying to grab it, it slides through
his fingers time and again. It is happiness, perfection, beauty,
wholeness. He does not have to see to know. To know that
beyond this mortal realm there is a bird. A raven, with its tongue in
its cheek, and a smirk in its eye. This raven, while dark in
appearance, exudes this brilliant light of beauty, one that cannot
ever be dulled. The raven is free, yet held captive, bound in this
pitiful earthly realm by a force far greater than most can hope to
overcome. Yet in those places, beyond mere comprehension, the raven
wheels and whirls. Held by nothing, contained in nowhere. Nothing can
stop it as it lives. Though it more than lives. It exists. And
that existence sheds that pool of light into the beggar’s world.
That unreachable, evading every attempt to capture it, pool of
brilliance dims with every passing moment. It actively resists all
attempts to brighten it, every enhancing technique meets an end in
its glare. For though it is beautiful in its radiance, it is blinding
in its intensity. Through the beggar’s eyelids it burns its image
into his brain. Its image of perfection, flawed only because
of its perfection. The beggar slumps, forlorn. From the depths of his
tortured soul comes a sigh of despair. The sigh of a person eternally
buffeted from all directions by a thousand incomprehensible winds of
twisted fate.