Author: eden is burning PM
Um. Rant. R and R pleasesRated: Fiction K - English - Words: 170 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 04-20-06 - id: 2157669
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The way your voice
makes me want to scream loud enough to burst my own eardrums -
Just so I can't hear it, and how you always
look down on me from your pedestal of stolen victories.
The way just pure humiliation is never enough
(for you- it was plenty for me.)
And how somehow, it's always my fault.
I loathe the way you worm inside of me, and force me
to become something I never wanted to be.
I hate the way I can sometimes look into your eyes and see myself,
and I detest how much that scares me.
The way you have more layers than I can see past,
and just when I thought I'd scraped it all away,
there's ten more waiting, untouched.
I hate the way you always come out on top -
I loathe the way you paint on your mask.
So no one could ever understand.
I hate the way you isolate me.
And I hate myself for caring.