I try to speak but after 10 minutes of silence
I resign and back away slowly
Not that you’d notice the sudden lack of my presence
I used to hold you in such high regard
And now I can’t hold you at all
Why is everything so awkward?
Was it because of that kiss?
But it couldn’t be; that was so long ago
Yet, that’s when it started
You’ve made us become this-
Nothing.
I’m sad because I didn’t see it coming-
I didn’t see you going either
But now I’m here alone
Well not really, but I feel empty without you
You were never mine; I guess you never wanted to be
I would’ve been happy with you- maybe, but we’ll never find out
You’re happy with her; I’m happy with him
We’ve both moved on, but I still wonder
If you felt anything for me or was it…
Nothing?