“Over And Erased”

Sometimes I almost wish

It could all be over

Or that I could erase my mind

And start all over again.

With too many things

Going wrong in life

With my thoughts going places

They shouldn’t be going.

But then I think

Where would HIS life be,

If I hadn’t entered it?

He needs me to keep him going,

To support him

More than I want to erase my mind.

Sometimes

I think I want it all to just be over,

Just like that

Because of all the wrong things

In my life.

But then I’m reminded

Of how much he needs me

And how it can’t be over

And I can’t erase my mind.

I can’t delete myself from his life,

Only to have a separate one,

Without him

Because I love him

Too much for that.