It

I'm losing it

I'm losing my religion

I'm losing a god I could never reach

What is there to believe in?

Suffering

Cruelty

How could something so divine be so cruel?

I cannot stand it

I cannotsee it

I cannotbelieve it

I'm sorry, if I betrayed you

But I hat to lie

Maybe I'm mistaken

But I cannot lie

I'm no longer pretending

I'm losing it

I'm losing my religion

I'm losing a god I never believed in