I’m filled with guilt
Can’t you see the pain
Streaming from my heart
Streaming from my mind
Hatred from others
Mixed with the salt of tears
Stinging in my shallow cuts
Aching in my mind
Sitting up late at night
Trying so hard
Not to think about everything
As much as I used to
Or maybe more than I want to
Tossing, turning, tossing, turning
Fighting my inner demons
And losing horribly once again