Will Never Be

Icy fingers grip my soul

And I turn around, no place to go

Each way before me lies the same

Ending in my demise, and pain.

Caught in the depths of Acheron

Spirits’ hauntings are not gone

In sepulchral voices they intone

To wear me down to naught but bone.

I weary of this eternal abyss

And yet the pain to me is bliss

For when I hurt, I know I’m real

And in this world I’ll never feel

I’ll never cry, yet always die

From blue to red has turned the sky

The falling raindrop’s from my eye

I am not, was not, will never be.

Lies eat me from the inside out

Truths for me I look and doubt

That there is comfort in the dark

In reality, harsh, bare and stark.

Were it that I had never been

To examine the reflection, and what is seen

Is a monster, there, with blood-red eyes

A monster, me, I realize.

I’ll never cry, yet always die

From blue to red has turned the sky

The falling raindrop’s from my eye

I am not, was not, will never be.

In my mind I’m lost

And my soul was the cost

To set my body free.

But now there’s nothing I’ve gained

And the Darkness has reigned

There is nothing left of me.

I’ll never cry, yet always die

From blue to red has turned the sky

The falling raindrop’s from my eye

I am not, was not, will never be.

Won, an empty victory

None that I can ever see

More than I know, and I craved

To know my fate with blood was paved.

To see it there and understand

The dark my life it will demand

That always, I am gone, and die

To know for sure that truly I…

I’ll never cry, yet always die

From blue to red has turned the sky

The falling raindrop’s from my eye

I am not, was not, will never be.

I’ll never cry, yet always die

From blue to red has turned the sky

The falling raindrop’s from my eye

I am not, was not, will never be…

Am not, was not, will never be…