And congratulations to Caroline who deserves an award for her real life acting

"Happy birthday Darling"

I say that so you don't suspect

"Come on dance with me"

So you don't guess

I smile sweetly

so you don't discover

laugh freely

so you don't see whats undercover

undercover this facade of kindness

This act of liking you

Yes well done I'm the worlds best actress

Because really darling I hate you

I hate you because you took me when I was easy

Easy to pin to a wall

Easy to kiss

Easy to fuck

because I couldn't speak, fight or argue at all.

And here we are again, wine in my hand

Beer in yours

But events won't be repeated because I'm not a fool

You don't understand, Don't seem to care

your hand is on waist

and it doesn't belong there

I know I'm being petty

that it was a forgivable offense

I'm being dramatic

for you pinning me up against a fence

But if you'd seen my tears

How you made me feel

Seen all my fears

and how you almost made them real

Maybe you'd understand

actually care

and remove your hand

I know Darling I'm dramatic

But its who I am

The very best

And I'm proving it right now!

I was a born actress!

Right this about the guy in my other poem 'I'm a drunken esay slut' this is basically because i went to this guys 18th Birthday party on Saturday with my friends and was banned from being mean to him at all because it was his birthday. SO I acted all evening, very well I might add not only did I talk to him, I danced with him and even hugged and kissed him goodbye. I surprised myself how I could be so perfectly friendly with him when I actually hate him so so so much but hmmm yeah hope you like it. I tried my best!