Come again my nightmare

For you are all I will ever be

Remind me of my insignificance

And break my heart again

Let me see the true colors of this ruling

As I gasp and choke for air

Because if I can't escape now

How will I ever get there?

Obstacle upon obstacle

With no end in sight

Staying positive is just…

It's just…

A wish for happiness

Thrown to all my birthday candles

And early morning stars –

Still lingering in the sky

That wish…

Is only a dream achieved

When I'm so far down in sleep

That not even a bomb could awake me

My mind screams dictator

While my conscience screams "Your fault."

Who to believe?

Well…

I guess that's just something I'll have to figure out.