My heart aches of a pain I've felt before.

As days pass parts of me begin to numb.

But the pain still lingers leaving my heart torn.

And I want the need to feel again.

Being numb is like a war.

No reaction can be fully described right away.

Shock and awe.

Anger and sadness.

Love and hate.

The feelings go on to hurt me.

And I can't describe how I feel today.

Because nothing will be there.

It feels like my chest will burst.

I'll still be standing with nothing more to live for.

How does one learn to overcome the hurt,

That they recieved from another?

I know that there will always be a scar in my mind.

Because I can't take the pain that I'm feeling inside.

I'm hoping I can find serenity somewhere deep within.

Jealousy sparks the wild beast and he burns me with his flames.

With every word biting at my skin,

I can feel him growing with more anger and frustration.

He says my heart is of ice and that no one will be able to warm it.

That he was the only one that would ever love me the most.

But love turned itself into what it was from the beginning, hatred.

And with one more mighty blast of hatred,

He leaves me to freeze in my tears.