I’m so sick of living

Beating myself up over them

I don’t know how long I can go on

Living in my dreams

Getting destroyed on my way back down to real life

I wish I could find the right words

I’m so emotional with a lack of brains

I want to describe my pain

But all I say is, ‘Yeah, I’ll be fine.’

The thing is..

Will I be?

I can’t tell anyone

I’m living in my non-existent future

It’s killing me

Day after day

Step after step

You told them more than needed

I can’t stand you and I can’t stand life