Sweet kisses at my neck

I am almost ready to let go and I fear it so

I don’t want to believe it but I feel at peace with you

Watching videos curled up

Silly kisses on my nose

Heated word at my ear and you hands under my clothes

I don’t want to believe but I think I need you

Wondering in my fear and worry you appear

I can’t think any further

Never had this before and it scaring me

As soon as I admit it will it crumble?

We laugh like children and fight with food

I am no woman

You are no man we are playing in the field of dreams

We are both coming to this age we have to decide now

Future where?

When?

Why?

When all we want to do is play under the sheets

I play at the lady smiling for your parents after I have blind folded you and stripped you down to nothing

Sometimes when we are apart I want to make love to you

Not to fuck

But to have to closer then a hug

Anyone can hug you

I want to feel you your heart beat look in your eyes and know we are both connected

What is that its nothing to with sex I just want you close

What is this???

I’ll keep it and not mention it to another

But I feel it

Where?

my heart I don’t know

But I’m scared to admit it but its true

I think I …….I don’t know what it is

I want utter a word of it to you

Just in case you don’t feel it to