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Poetry » Love » Diary of a Troubled Poet part 2 font: B s : A A A . width: full 3/4 1/2
Author: Voice of a Pen
Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Reviews: 1 - Published: 05-07-06 - Updated: 05-07-06 - id:2169394

Let Me Go

I remember I would come in the morning

Nowadays I'm coming home around 10:30

I guess without you there’s no reason to stay up

So I find my self going to bed early

All because I opened my heart to another and Intern they hurt me

Will there ever be someone who appreciates and deserves me

Days I would help you watch over your many nephews and nieces

If I was watching over my own heart than I would have seen how you would crush it into pieces

You used to say you'll call me right back and I don’t hear from you till the next day

Love should have been what you felt more than what you just say

I was the one you went to when you were having a bad day

Though when it came to making up you couldn’t even meet me half way

That someone else gives you everything you ever dreamed

Though when it comes to true love he can’t give you a thing

That’s why when you need the little things you know only I can give them to you

You will learn your lesson the hard way of how you can’t have your cake and eat it to

See on the inside I'm hurt and I wish I didn’t love you

I wish I never kissed you, spoke to you or hugged you

Cause love won’t let me to let go even if you don’t do me right

And it would break my soul if you released me from your life

Still I shouldn’t have to constantly repeat my self just for you to hear me

And I shouldn’t have to ask just for you to come near me

Plus when we get to arguing all through the night

You walk away instead and leave it up to me to make things right

If you could see you’re self though my eyes you would be ashamed

You would see all the wrong done and how you leave me with the blame

To truly give you me and for you to do the same

Was all I ever wanted and for you to one day share my name

And when we broke up to get back together was all I sought

Still all you could do was say it was my entire fault

When I may be a little too sweat its all because I love you

And when I try to keep you away from others it’s not because I don’t trust you

I just don’t want to see you with feelings for another

Still you claim you don’t see how a friend can become lover

Plus all on your mind is staying close to the one who broke your heart

Along with others from your past and you claim that wont tear us apart

Bottom line you better start appreciating how good of a man that you have

Or you’ll end up alone feeling nothing but sad

Many have told me that I should walk out that door

Cause all the things I saying now to you I have said them all before

Many have said that your love for me isn’t real

And that you’re too young to feel just what I feel

Even more have said to let you go all you will bring is pain

They all just don’t see that I can’t because real love can never change

Still some part of it is true in what they say

Though I don’t want someone new I just want you to change your ways

Though don’t change a thing if you’re doing it just for me

I would rather you do it for you and how you want us to be

You are my life, my everything more than just my world

I love you more than anything and I can’t see my self with another girl

Plus I would be in your future is what you promised me

You are more than in my future you are mine honestly

You even said promise what we would name our daughter

Though if you continue on like this than I fear I won’t be the father

If there’s something you’re not telling me then now you need to say it

If you feel the game of love is not for you than you should have never played it

Cause you will make me become a heart breaker and start doing girls wrong

Still I cant when my soul mate may be the next to come along

Other girls who want to be with me all say they can do me better

They ask why she won’t just let you go and I tell them because I won’t let her

I told all of them I love you even though you leave me sore

I have no need for others that’s why I told them we can’t talk anymore

The things I do for us behind the scenes

Even if you knew them then how good of a thing you have you still wouldn’t see

I kept our love together I was the one who never panicked

God will soon send me an angel while your taking my love for granted

Your so arrogant and stubborn and you said you would change

Those were all lies because your nothing but the same

I want this to work out though I don’t know any other way how

I've done my part its all on you now

If you really love me actions speak louder than words

Time to show it because that four letter word may no longer be heard

See I can’t let go because my love is real

I know you’re scared to let love show because it can get you killed

That’s the chance you have to take when you have love in you

SeeI don’t fear death my only fear is forever losing you

So if your love isn’t real than you must let me know

If youcan’t appreciate me than you must let me go



© Copyright 2006 Voice of a Pen (FictionPress ID:472784).


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