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does he fancy himself
a hero? fresh-faced
and fresh from the box,
standing shining
wrapped in prophecy and
the toys of gods—
he, toy
of god, tool, pawn. he is
your
vengeance, last chance to remove yourself forever
from
filth.
from
me. here i am. i walk the forests and the fountains,
the
caves and the mountains. i take the form of cloudlike
demons,
like my mother, like you—
although
not to hear you speak, web-maker, war-peddler—
i
and my sisters, we fly. we are free.
you would take that from me?
i
am hatred, hated—i am odd, i am earth. i am all too
human,
like my sisters, like you—you, proud, too good for man.
untouchable.
there's no need to gloat.
i
know, and i see--
i
am you, you are me. and you, with your pet with his shiny shield, you
come
lurking, come lurking. you think to
destroy
me, as if it would do any
good—you
would kill us. you would give away our chance
to
fit in, to remake the world—
but
don't you understand?
sister, self, snakeless—you are
socially
acceptable. you are our reason for being—
you
make them see past the oddity, our sheer insanity—
you
were always better at public speaking. use it.
convince them...
and
yet—
to
you, it's all the image; it's the forty-foot marble you, idyllic,
guarded
by all and understood by none—not any more. i am
a
footnote, a curio, an oddity, a war trophy—because i am to be
conquered,
not
embraced. i cannot understand. we are one, and you would have me
ruined.
i
am your perpetual bad hair day,
your
embarrassment. and you would sell our power for the sake of
your
name—spoken in worshipping whispers by the people.
by
our people. they eat it up,
awed
by young heroes and propaganda--
you
are the first of millions, of cutthroat businesswomen.
you
will let them run the world, as long as they praise your pedestal.
and you wonder that i would turn the world to stone.