A/N: The first chapter was what was written first, from blindtyping. This is what came after I posted it. Not as strong,in my opinion, but I wasn't really writing it-I was just to have kept the same syllabic pattern.. .

If I wanted it over,
Placed a gun in your grip,
Held the loaded weapon
Right up against my chest...
Would there ever be a chance
Of getting you to fire,
Convincing you to pull
The trigger back?

If I tell you the truth now,
That I want to so much,
That I want to ask you
For release from this hell...
Would my answer seeking gaze
Find pain instead of help,
And take from me your love?

Forgive me, please...