Tension builds by the hour

Questions soar

I can't overpower

Is it just my imagination?

Or does that bump on my head seem bigger?

Are these dizzy spells something new?

Threatening waves of nausea

The fear creeps within

I don't want to assume

And I don't want you to guess

I've had my own thoughts

And I don't want yours to match them

Could my personal plague

That drives these holes into my brain

That for so long has attacked everyone else

Finally come to turn on me?

I could spend hours

Asking why

Wondering what it was exactly

That I did wrong

But wasted hours they would be

If I were only to find

That it was just my imagination

Playing tricks on me