Pavement

There's a break behind my eyes

Warm red blinds tear down my mind

I can feel my heart choking on my thoughts

And I fear that my perception is blind

And my mouth is feeling dry

My stomach churns with the unpleasant feeling that I'm wrong

I don't know if I could tell you even if I wanted to try

Is there any truth in the words of a liar?

Should you revel in the fact that I'm a mess

Is the ripping in my spine a sign of your impeccable reality

My air is choked by hollowness

As my tears are torn from my cheeks

And I'm overheating without being warm

The cold isn't present, but always there

And if you could only taste my sight

I'm sure you'd be able to breath the light again

Bitterness has become such a part of me

And my hands freeze with the exertion of it all

Sometimes I feel as if I cannot stand

But I can't give up and let myself fall

And I don't think you know how much you hurt me now

I'm screaming at you from behind the scenery

Again I find myself invisible to the ignorant eyes

I wonder if you can see me