Mistake

I never meant to be the mistake,

The hard times you had to take,

And all the anger you had,

When i fought for what made me glad,

I never wanted to be you,

To never lie about what's true,

You were the honest lonely in my dreams,

This fear in my soul still gleams,

I hated that I couldn't be what you needed,

Had made the tears you had leaded,

Hoping I would change into something new,

Something just like you,

The perfect person in everyone's eyes,

Always having the perfect family ties,

It seems you're not so perfect anymore,

Because I'm the child you'd hate to adore,

And yet you claim you care,

It doesn't matter if I'm there,

A bother is all I am,

The flaw in your perfect plan,

I'm sorry I didn't try that much,

I'm sorry I couldn't have the perfect touch,

I'm sorry I lied about what's true,

I'm sorry I couldn't be just like you,

Maybe one day I'll mean something to you,

Except the flaw filled child that made you blue.