How could I dare to wait so long?
Not that it would have mattered anyway
I’ve really just been lying to myself
Man in the long run is not meant to win

I really thought that I was capable of solving my problems
How about replacing unpleasant thoughts with pleasant thoughts?
Can’t do that either

Oh, my God. I once told her I never wanted to see her again
However long I wait I’ll always come back to an empty house