I Want To Live

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I'm staring at a vast blankness of nothing.

Everything I stood for, everything I knew,

Is just a memory now.

Family, friends seem to have ceased to exist

I'm alone in this place.

Memories of you swim in front of my eyes,

A sharp pain passes through my heart,

As your voice stings my soul.

My head screaming ''I'm stupid"

And I should never have let you go.

When will this pain and misery stop?

When will my heart mend?

When can I get back to my family and friends?

The day I feel?

The day I won't love anymore?

These questions whirr inside my head.

Anger and pain seep through my veins.

I want to be home, I want to be me again.

But above all I want to live again

Jan 31 2008