I wrote it this way and I want it to stay this way. I’m not changing the way I wrote this. Love the way I wrote this.

Smile

I smile with everything

I smile though I don’t feel it

I smile and it hurts

I don’t belong here

I don’t need to be here

But I am

I was born in this family

Born in this world

I don’t feel it though

When will I belong

When will I feel at ease

When will I smile

Just to smile

No other reason

I just need to belong

I just need to smile

For once smile because I want to

Not because it’s expected of me

I need to smile

To belong

Because I feel as if I don’t

Is it my fault

Did I do something when I was younger

That makes me feel this way

Like I don’t belong

Don’t have this family

Though I was born into it

I want to feel at ease

I need to feel at ease

But when

When will that happen

When will I smile

Smile freely

Just to smile