Lost ‘em 5-5-06

At a loss of emotion unable to draw or write. No thoughts in my head and no end in sight it’s not exactly brain block / mental block. I don’t know how to end it and am almost soul-less as though I am an android, and am incapable of feelings. They are gone and refusing to come back. But do I miss ‘em? No I am incapable to miss them for that feeling has also fled. I wonder if this is what Gothic like people think ‘bout…

Ohhh…Deep. Now what?