The Weakling 5-9-06

Fear consuming,

Unrevolting,

Lost in sorrow and hate.

World dissolving (all around me),

Fighting to keep control of my own fate!

Unknown existence,

Bewilderment of what is yet to come,

Not knowing the truth,

Lies and deceit.

Now what?

How come?

Wondering if I’m alive or dead,

Thoughts unspoken whirling around in my head.

Will I live a moment longer,

Or shall I fall dead?

Hope has fled,

And bravery vanished,

Faith is what’s left,

But it’s only a thread,

Oh great,

What next?

I want to flee,

But then I fall…

I’m all alone…after all.