Free

I just can't take it anymore!

I hate being the bad guy
I hate feeling so alone
Being alone
I hate not making my own decisions
And not being able to

I just want to leave
And never come back.
I just wish my desires would someday soon
Come true.

I don't want to be here any longer
I'm not wanted here anyway,
So what's the use of me now?

I want to get away from all the lies
All the pain
All the suffering
That I've had to live through

I can't stop the tears that never fall
I can't wait to end it all
To be somewhere where nothing matters
Where you can feel free
Be free

I want to be somewhere where anything goes
And no one gives a shit.
Where you can do as you please
Be carefree
Forever and always

But there is nowhere like that
Nowhere you can go
To feel like that
Not in this big, wild universe of ours.
There's no chance.

So people who feel like me this very instant
Have nowhere to go
We will never fit in anywhere
We will always be outcasts
Everywhere we go.

Always!