As I sit alone in the shadows

I try not to think of my scarred past

That follows me into the night possessing my body

I try to run from this terrible past

But the horrors are always there , whispering in my ear

All of mistakes, my regrets, my losses come flooding back

I cry alone at night remembering all the things that I've done

Someday, I believe my past will be forgiven

And the memories locked away forever

But tonight as I sit alone in the sahdows

I drift slowly away into the darkness