Incomprehensible Too

After all that has come to pass
Despite all the misgivings
I knew it would never last
This is how

To say I’m sorry
Is too small
For all the worry
You invested in me

To say I tried
Is a lie
For I’m wired
To hurt and deceive

To say I love you
Is a half truth
Out of the blue
This feeling came

And now that it’s over
There’s nothing left
And all the flowers
Have wilted away

May you never see the real me
Be blessed with someone else
Touch and get tainted
With my undeniable curse